Friday, June 5, 2015

It May Be 2 am

It may be almost 2 am on a Friday morning. I may be wide awake at 2 am on this Friday morning. I regret taking a nap yesterday. I cannot get myself to sleep! So here I am... blogging. The past couple of days have been a blur. I went hiking with Lara to Rose Canyon in La Jolla. It was an easy hike. I was hoping for a challenging hike. But it was new, and I did not want to go to the Mushroom caves again. Lara has not hiked to the caves yet.

Little rant:

I felt a little green monster inside of me earlier when I realized ONCE AGAIN that I still do not get along with this one person. It bothers so much that I cannot be his friend, but apparently everyone else can. He is also a lot nicer to everyone else but me and it angers me. I am happy that he is at least nice to my friend. He does not need another person to feel uncomfortable around him. It pains me to come to this feeling. I used to trust this person. But now I see his ugly side and I am not so sure how to fix all of this. Whenever I talk to him, I feel like I am drowning. There is no way out. I am the happiest when I do not talk to him. I hate to admit that. The fact that I feel such strong dislike towards a person is beyond what I thought I am capable of feeling. I feel bad, until I remember all the horrible feelings from last month.

Tuesday, May 26, 2015

I Did Not Lie

I honestly forgot I had a blog for most of last week... So here is a catch up on my life.

Tuesday, May 19, 2015:
Mass texted a person. Was told to basically fuck off (in the nicest way possible).

Wednesday, May 20, 2015:
I had work. One of the students asked why fossils do not form in lava. It took every bit of me to control myself. If you do not get it, well...

Thursday, May 21, 2015:
I got yelled at by the person who I mass texted on Tuesday. It was NOT fun.
I went to Sabrina's house and we got crafty. Which really means Sabrina got crafty and I sat in her bedroom playing around with her craft supplies. She made me a flower crown.

I also got into a fender bender. The person behind me had flat tires and well, yeah.

I also hosted a unofficial club bonfire. It was fun! I am thankful for Mike, Ericka, Sabrina, and Chris for being the first few people who showed up. We had buried Chris and Ericka in the sand. I would post the pictures of Chris on here, but he would kill me. I will not risk my life. Eventually, everyone else showed up and we played soccer, ate good food, and had lots of good conversation.

Friday, May 22, 2015:
I don't even remember. Either this day was boring or bad.

Lara arrived in San Diego at 10 pm!

Saturday, May 23, 2015:
I had woken up at 4 am with so much energy. I rewatched Teen Wolf for 2 hours before I knocked out once again. Later that day, I met up with my friends for Marjorie's 20th birthday lunch at Urban Plates in Del Mar. I was still in shock from the fender bender, so I had Marjorie drive me. Happy birthday sweetie pie! <3 p="">
Sunday, May 24, 2015:

Monday, May 25, 2015:
I went to Joe's "Bye Bye Get Together". I am grateful that I arrived at the parking lot at the same time as Ashley and Ericka. We spent the rest of the day and evening at Joe's friends house. Thank you to Joe's friends for being so nice. I know I am not the most social when it comes to meeting strangers and being in strangers houses. I eventually warmed up enough to have some fun. Not many people I knew went to Joe's thing. I guess it was only a selected few who were invited. Nevertheless, I was glad to spend some time with Joseph, especially because he did not make the unofficial club bonfire.

Tuesday, May 26, 2015:
Woke up to the news of a girl who had died from the horrible floods in Texas. My parents freaked out and gave me a curfew. AWESOME.
I mean, I do appreciate the care they showed... but I live in San Diego. It barely rains here. Also, the location of where I live... well, let's just say, there is no possible way it would flood.

After I had left the house, I met up with an old friend of mine from high school (Erica) and we hiked Los Penasquitos falls. This trail is definitely one of my favorites in San Diego. Not only is it close by, but its fun to climb around the rocks. Some of the rocks are worn down enough that it can be difficult to grasps.

Erica and I left for lunch at Starbucks after. We were to meet up with Marjorie and Lara, but they either had work or bonding time with a parental.

Right as I arrived home, I received texts from Lara so I invited her over to my house. We tried to watch Once Upon a Time, but there is a reason why I am still on season 1. I cannot sit through it! It is too long of a show. Anyways, Lara and I fell asleep 15 minutes into the show.

This past week has been emotionally draining. But seeing my friends (especially my friends from home) reminded me what kind of person I am, and the kind of person I strive to be.  Let's be completely honest here. This month has been emotionally hard. I lost who I was from being upset all the time. Having a few days off from stress really helped me collect myself. I am happy that I am in a better mood. I will be able to properly enjoy my time with the people I love and care for better.

Monday, May 18, 2015

First Day of Summer

Yesterday was my first full day of summer. I had finished my final essay Saturday afternoon, but I did not want to count the second half of that day as summer (especially because I ended up napping). Sunday really was not that interesting. It's my mom's day off from work, and days with her are stressful. She tries to cram all the house work she want to finish in a single day. It's frustrating because she then makes a mess. Then, she walks away.

I spent most of the day watching Misfits. I am now on season four. *SPOILER* I am deeply distraught that Alisha died and Simon went back in time to make Alisha fall in love with him again. Their story line is heart breakingly romantic. Going into season four, the only original character left is Curtis.

I had decided on what I wanted to do for Marjorie's birthday present. It's a DIY present. I am not going to say anything else because I don't remember what social media platforms she follows me on. I do not want to spoil it. But it's exciting!

My first full day of summer was... blah. It was not interesting. I was more stressed because of my mom than I was because of the finals I had the week before. 

Friday, May 15, 2015

Documenting My Life

This is my... third time restarting this blog. To be completely honest, I grow bored of blogging because I am not the type of person to focus on one or two topics. The thought of documenting the good, the uglies, and the excitement of summer sounded like a good way to start this blog off... again. Everyday, I will post. EVERYDAY. At the end of each day, I will tell you of any adventures or if my days were so boring that I had three naps to pass time. Hopefully, having the incentive to blog will get me out of the house. I will start with a real post the day after I finish my final essay for my history class. After that essay, I will be free to blog. Until then, wish me luck!